for all of my life, there's been this hole. i'm fulfilled by love, by family, by the lives and accomplishments of my children, by the greatest marriage i could ever imagine. and yet. the hole is there, even if sometimes it's only small.
and sometimes. when i'm lucky. whenever everything's working in my favor....
there's a moment while creating...when that hole is filled.
even if for only a fleeting moment.
its enough to keep me going.